The Night I dream Of You

The night I dream of you
Is the night where I'll have sweet dreams
If only I knew it was only a dream
I'll hug you and kiss you
cry and tell you how sucks my life is
before the time is up
Before the giant spotlight flashes my tightly closed eyes
with a river of warmth

The night I dream of you
I smile in my sleep
My eyes glitter with tears
The night cover me with blanket of stars
as I lies on the bed of soft, green grass
If miracle only happened in dream
Please don't wake me up

The night I dream of you
Was it suppose to hurt?
As I stood there watching you with blank eyes
The words I want to say
The things I want to do
Stuck in somewhere nowhere to be found in my head
You're a living statue in front of me
yet I can't even say,
"I miss you so much"
Is this how dreams suppose to be?
You can think but you'll can never do
You can feel but you'll never know if it is true
Release me from this gas chamber
that keep releasing the breathe of hope
The time machine
that chains me to the warp of the past
Is it suppose to be confusing?
Is it suppose to be hard?

The night I dream of you
It was suppose to be a sweet dreams
We suppose to laugh together
Spending time like it never runs
Before the whole world shout, "times up!"

The night I dream of you
I wet my bed with tears
The fire that light the star starts to dim
the green grass starts to drown
I wake up with my mind fully operating
Trying to answers the illogical irrational
Why didn't I say it?
Why can't I say it?
"I miss you, Dad."