hmmm?

3.41 am..... time to go "cuckoo... cuckoo...." again.
can't sleep at night. sigh.
it's funny coz once i closed my laptop and lying on my bed, off-ing to bed, i'll always get an idea on what to post.
but now... blank.
nothing.
i don't know... feeling kinda shitty right now.
i don't know why i always feel shitty.
i always feels that i have the suck-est life in the whole world.
sometime
i just wanna get out of this place and start a new life.
live quietly in a remote place.
i'm thinking a cottage, build on a wide, green field
at the back of it
a small river flows lazily and it'll be foggy in the morning.
huhuhu... then will i only say, "what a life!"
hmmm,... but now, i'm back to my shitty state.
why am i always feel shitty, you ask?
don't know.
hormone kot.
whatever~