missing my panda... watchulookinat!!??

3.20 am
still grieving
knaper radio niyh asek play sad song har..
ok, dats a lie
ak yg nak dengo lgue2 sedeyh kt mp3 player ak....
sigh....
I miss my Panda...
so wat
so wat kalo ak nk sedeyh sdangkn owng akn ckp,
"come on, it's just a hamster"
hmmm...
n then ak tringat kakak ckp,
"kite leyh control prasaan kiter n kakak mmg suke sedawe kuat2... burrpp..."
ye ker?
n then aku ckp,
"manusie takleyh control feeling dowang, downg cume leyh control action yg di-derive-kan drpde feeling dowang jek.."
x pahm?
contohnyer camniey:
kite taleyh control samade kite nak rase sedeyh or not
tpi kite bleyh control samade kite nak ngs or not
x pahm lgi?
stu lgi contoh:
kiter taleyh control whether kite nak marah kat seseorang atau tak
ape yg kite bleyh control adela, samade:
a) kite nak pcahkn paler orng trsebot
b) kite nak tengking orang tersebot
c) balas dndam scare halus n snyap2, or
d) memaafkn orng tu ngan pnoh ikhlas (read: boring)
hmmm...
bijak kn pnerangan ak?
biase2 je la...

hurrrmmm
and then aku ngan kakak argue lgie
tpi sbab aku da mnang n kakak taw ak da mnang so ape yg dier ckap pastu tros jdik pointless...
muahahahahaha!!!
(ps: ak ktok ko sbab ak taw ko bace blog ak, kakak! skali lgi)
muahahahahaha!!!

tpi ntah lar.....
i mean, kalo kiter bleyh control feeling kiter,
of coz kite sumer nak jdik gembire kn?
tpi ape pointnyer jdik happy kalo kiter ta penah rase x hepi?
hhmmm...
feelings
they're unexplained science
lebeyh misteri dripada misteri angkase raye
or misteri pnamat kpade citer Lost (btw, citer tu da tmt poun so da x misteri lgi but I heard the ending sucks!! nseb aek ar ak ta penah tgk citer uh. huhuhu)

so, guys
kalo ade owng cakap ngan kowang,
"don't be sad"
kowang cakap ngan dier,
"fuck off, bitch!! who are u to tell me what to feel? my nanny?"
and dats what I call attitude
muahahahahahaha!!!
so jgn kowang brani2 nak ckap ngan ak,
"don't be sad.. it's just a hamster"
kalo korang tanak kne caci maki caci maki saja diriku.. (lgu sheilaon7)
huhuhuhu
Panda..... come back to me...
huhuhuhu
(T_T)