when bad taste is 'in'

~j.lo wears a trash bag and what is that on her hair?
~can't believe selma who looks sleek and sexy few days ago could look this dowdy..
~jessica alba wears a curtain. enough said.

FATE

I promise you when this moment pass by
and we see each other again on that day,
I'll throw everything away and stand beside you
so that we can walk the path that's left for us.

This is what we call "fate", it's something we can't deny.
Will I ever experience a beautiful day like this again in my life?

You're a gift on this exhausting path of life.
I'll always wash and shine this love so that it won't rust away.

Our meeting was like a drunken affair
but you've unbolted my gate, occupied my heart.
Even if our love is unattainable, I won't regret it
because nothing is forever.

This is what we call "destiny", it's something we can't deny.
Will I ever experience a beautiful day like this again in my life?

There are many things I want to say but you already know them.
When we meet each other along the way on that day
please don't let me go again.

The love we couldn't have in this life.
The fate we couldn't have in this life.

~sigh~

i broke my heart along the way~

broken heart is a piece of art.
not that hard to be made.
but very hard to understand.

why give a damn of one person hurts you,
when the rest of the worlds want to heal you?

why give a damn of one person don't remember you,
when the rest of the world have your name written permanently in their mind?

why give a damn of one person don't even catch a glimpse on you,
when the rest of the world was looking at you?

why give a damn that one person says you're ugly,
when the rest of the world appreciate your outer and inner beauty?

why do you try so bad to turn back the time,
so that you can appreciate that person more,
when you've actually hurt the rest of the world?

why did we try so damn hard to break our heart,
and then try so heart to heal it back?

life's an exhausting trip.
love is an exhausting journey.
we break our heart and many others' along the way.
we're just too tired to realize it.

~ah...hollywood.. they always came out with a good dress~

~carrie underwood looks oh-so-gorgeous! will look better sans the bracelet, though..
~scarjo looks messy with the hair and loathe the heels that only makes her looks older.. love the dress. if only she have a nicer updo and wear a killer heels instead.
~j.lo looks gorgeous and i love how she looks younger in that skirt...
~selma blair looks sexy and slinky. love her hair, the colour and how she keeps her accessory minimum as the dress already have foldings and drapes details..

~ah...hollywood.. they always came out with a good heels..~

thanx for reminding me why i love peep-toe so damn much!
;-)

~hmmmm~

so now is like almost 4 in the morning and i don't feel like sleeping
so i just want to share some of the quotes that i take(steal) from my friend from facebook and i think some of it is brilliant.
i don't know if it comes from them or they just google it or take(steal) it from a movie or stuff but i think it's just cool...
check it out:::

~who do you think you are to write on his heart with a permanent marker?
~to fall in love is awfully simple,but to fall out of love is simply awful.
~no matter how badly your heart is broken, the world does not stop for your grief.
~you don't need to explain yourself. your friends won't need it and your enemies won't believe it.
~if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. it's because they've tried to blend into the world before and people continue to disappoint them.

smarter than "you complete me", eh?
the last one is my favourite...
huhuhu...

me

this is a story of me
whom
i don't know why and how
many people share their problems with
hahahaha
it's great when people trust you enough to share their problems with
just that
ironically
sometimes i feel like
i have nobody to share my problems with
it's not like they didn't offer
just that for some reason
i feels like it's too dark to be shared
i'm afraid of others impression
sometimes
i feel like creating a friend
like imaginary friends
that will never turn their back
that'll never left me
that'll always be at my side
that'll always have their hands for me to hold
that'll always have their ears for me to told
when it get so dark and so cold
because i know friends like that didn't exists in real world
it also rarely came in dreams
where to find it?
it's priceless
but for something that didn't exists
it can be consider valueless too.
hahahahaha
that's what life's all about
it's ironic
things will never be as we expect it to be
and
it's a riddle
chasing things
that always gives hope
yet hopeless...
~

look of the day..

mls nk tls paper so i just upload this photo...
love their heels by the way.
~

10 Things That (maybe) You Don't Know About Me

1. i'm a clean person but i'm not a tidy person. figure out what that means yourself.
2. i think one of my ear is almost deaf. i can barely hear a thing when i close the other ear. and i blame my sinus problem and the operation i went trough when i was seven for it.
3. have already mention it. i had a minor ear operation when i was seven and because i'm still small at that time i don't really know (or care) what is it for and the only thing i remember is i don't think i'm sick at that time.
4. i'm a fanatic fan of chocolate, cheese, babies, shiny and sparkling stuff, naruto and lady gaga.
5. i grows up wanting to be (chronologically): a firefighter, policemen, singer, veterinarian, physiologist, a cook, and many more that i lost count but i figured out maybe i'm best at being a regular teacher.
6. i'm a shopaholic. maybe people who knows me don't or won't see it now (or maybe they already had) because i still don't have a stable income and (that prreecioouussss) credit card but once i have it..... well, let just say i'm not the kind of person who'll think twice in buying something i love (whether i need it or not).
7. i'm a sensitive person (maybe too sensitive) and sometime i wish i can be someone who just don't care.
8. i'm a very forgetful person. i'm like the kind of person who'll ask "where's my shoes at?" when i'm actually wearing them and "where's my phone?" when it is actually in my hand. i lost count of the things that i've lost...oh, an i'm an unorganized person.
9. i love attention! although i really really hate spotlights, i'm the kind of person who cares too much about whether people cares about me or not. maybe that's why i hurt, like, so many times in my life. like i said earlier, i just wish i can become someone who don't care...at all.
10. eerrrr....this thing is too shocking and too personal to be told so i'll keep the secrets remain. plus, a secret makes a person a person, right?

ok, that's about it... till next time!

look of the day..

well, carrie looks kinda bigger..
maybe it's the way she pose.
but love the dress
it makes her look younger and fresher
:)

TODAY

so i guessed i talk craps when it comes to feelings an emotions blah blah blah...
maybe it's time for me to get real
who need this emotion craps anyway?

so today i've done nothing..
i sleep..
eat..
go to the loo..
take a bath..
but then i look at the newspaper
and turn to the 'jadual siaran tv' shit
and i look at tv3..
(i don't have astro, btw)
i hate bollywood movies
and since mohabattein(ok, i'm a loser, so what?), i don't think bollywood has yet come with a good movie
but then i look at the tittle:
"Panggung Sabtu: Fashion"
and i was like, "fashion!? omg! i'm so gonna watch it"

and then i wait till 2pm
(ok, so i don't really wait. i actually wake up for lunch after a 'short' nap)
and i watch it-lah...

it involves around a model's life
the tough beginning,
the tough middle,
and the tough ending.
(geez, i'd rather be a soldier)
it uncover the darkside of model's life (minus the eating disorder)
but i'm not really going to tell you about the story
i'm going to talk about what i love the most
FASHION!
don't make that face!
i mean, c'mon
people don't go watch sex and the city to go 'awwww' right?
the only reason i watch it is because of it's tittle
i'll never watch it if the tittle is The Story Of A Nothern Girl Who Met A Freakishly Supportive Bald Gay Man, An Ugly Not-So-Famous Model Who Married Her Gay Designer Friend, A Top Model Who Become Crazy After Suffering From A Wardrobe Malfunction And A Modelling Agency Boss Who Slept With Her Model Because Her Wife Is Ugly In Her Quest Of Being A Top Model Herself
like, seriously.

so i never like bollywood fashion trends
the sequins and the overdosage of colours give me headaches
and their definition of sexy is terrible!
but in this movie,
the outfit and dress they wore are suprisingly elegant, up-to-date and even chic!
i totally love it!
muahahahahaha!

hmmmm...
so?
yup. that's it.
now i can't wait to watch clash of the titans, iron-man 2 and of course
sex and the city 2!
agagagagagag..

eenie meenie

Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr. Right

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after this song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Let me show you what your missin
Paradise
With me youre winning girl
You dont have to roll the dic
Tell me what youre really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song.
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shorty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

Cant make up your mind
Please dont waste my time
Not tryin to rewind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

!@#$%^&*()=+(i can't figure out a suitable titile)

aku seriously windoo owang tuh...
sometime aku rase menyesal giler tak baper lyn die bile die tgor akue...
oh my god, I HATE FEEDBACKS!
sometime aku rse lebeyh baek aku syok sndiri
I, for some reasons think it's the best for a freaks like me..
don't give me hope
cause i'll drown myself in it
i don't like to get carried away by emotions...
i have encounter a lot of problems because of it
because
once you let your heart rule your brain you're bound to get into trouble
(at least that what whitney houston said..)

but the point is,
look at me now..
for some reason i keep thinking of that person..
for some reason i kept making such a big fuss about that simple conversation..
it's stupid, lame, and...
stupid-lah!

aish...
caner ek?
i soooooo in need of a mcRebound
like pronto

oh God....

sara breilles-between the lines

Time to tell me the truth
To burden your mouth for what you say
No pieces of paper in the way

'Cause I can't continue pretending to choose
These opposite sides on which we fall
The loving you laters if at all
No right minds could wrong, be this many times

My memory is cruel
I'm queen of attention to details
Defending intentions if he fails

Until now, he told me her name
It sounded familiar in a way
That I could have sworn I'd heard him say it
Ten thousand times, oh, if only I had been listening

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines

I thought I, thought I was ready to bleed
That we'd move from the shadows on the wall
Stand in the center of it all

Too late, two choices, to stay or to leave
Mine was so easy to uncover
He'd already left with the other
So I learned to listen through silence

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always be

I tell myself all the words he surely meant to say
I'll talk until the conversation doesn't stay on
Wait for me, I'm almost ready when he meant let go

Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always between the lines
Between the lines, between the lines

i can't wait!!!

just watch the trailer yesterday and i seriously can't wait for the movie!

~llallallalla~

picked 4 looks that i feel the best for today..
(da lme x citer psl fesyen2 niyh)

love catherine-zeta-jones overall looks!
the shade of the dress suite her
love the heels, belt and shades!
she looks oh-so-elegant!

love rihanna's floral skirt and i bet no one can work such floral skirt as good as her..
it's a big praise as i hate floral prints...and straw hat..

hate diane kruger's heels..(look boring)
but love her one-shouldered dress.
to be true, i don't even care if she wears a potato sacks on the red carpet because i looove her
and she lookslike someone who can carry any style she wanted..

whitney port....
love the stud that gives new breath to that rather boring shaped and coloured handbag
and love the big shades!

wa~lah!

cheryl cole- fight for this love

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

Now every day ain't gon' be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

I don't know where we're heading I'm willing and ready to go
We've been driving so fast we just need to slow down and just roll

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

FrEnZZZZZ...

i seriously have nothing to write about right now..
hahaha
had currently finish my matriculation programme
kinda sad had to leave all my friends there
but it's a normal thing in life right?
got left and leave..
i don't see anything abnormal about that
gugugagaga...
hmmm....
nothing left to say ar...
daaa....