DREAM..

i remember...
i had a dream one night...
i was sitting on a balcony of a very beautiful doll-like house...
i watch the beautiful night sky...
the soft light blue clouds pasted on the dark blue sky....
the moon shine beautifully it almost make me cry...
and then i remember everyone who had left me...
to stand alone in this world...
i miss them soo damn much...
my heart feels empty...
what's the point of having such a beautiful scene in front of me
if i can't share it with anyone?
i miss them...
i really really miss them...

sometimes
i wish things can get back like before...
laughing together..
telling stories and jokes when we're in a car during a long travel...
catching up with each other...
playing in the rain...
eating together....
i miss all that moments...
i wish things can get back like before...
huh...
childish...

then i continue starring at that very very beautiful sky...
so beautiful i can't expressed it with words...
starring...
with an empty heart...