DREAM..

i remember...
i had a dream one night...
i was sitting on a balcony of a very beautiful doll-like house...
i watch the beautiful night sky...
the soft light blue clouds pasted on the dark blue sky....
the moon shine beautifully it almost make me cry...
and then i remember everyone who had left me...
to stand alone in this world...
i miss them soo damn much...
my heart feels empty...
what's the point of having such a beautiful scene in front of me
if i can't share it with anyone?
i miss them...
i really really miss them...

sometimes
i wish things can get back like before...
laughing together..
telling stories and jokes when we're in a car during a long travel...
catching up with each other...
playing in the rain...
eating together....
i miss all that moments...
i wish things can get back like before...
huh...
childish...

then i continue starring at that very very beautiful sky...
so beautiful i can't expressed it with words...
starring...
with an empty heart...

roomate bangang

x abes2 gado ngan gefren diek
pastu nk lpaskn kat owang len plak
bodo tol
mne kekwn diek x mnjawhkn dirik dri diek
pas2 siap tetnyer akue agie...
bodo btol
pahm2 sendirik arr...
kalo da prangai cam2
saper nk dkat
pas2
semenet gado
semenet glak sesamer
semenet lgie men tengkng2
weyh,
get a life, stupid!
owang len poun nk idoup aman gakzzz...
bodo
sengal
bangang!

love....

loves cures all?
bullshit!
love is a death threat
the risk is too high
it doesn't exists in real world
only in fantasy...
so...
wake up, people!

blackie

just change my blog layout and lovin it!

confusee...

tak taw la...
kekadang akue suker blame owang len
but
in the end of the day it was actually me
i'm the one who should be faulted for all this probs
hati akue mdah brubah2..
hari ni suke kt org nih
mgu dpan suke kat owang len...
kakak akue ckp
i just like certain aspects of people
contohnyer,
akue suke A coz die mature and dats about it
then akue suke B coz dier bright and dats about it
then akue suke C coz dier mysterious and dats about it..

akue poun x pahm
sometimes akue mls nk pahm
akue da cube brklie2 tpu diri akue sendirik
when it works it works
when it doesn't, then.... pahm2 je la...

but akue concern kat owang yg akue mnt tuh...
mmg mlg la kn sesaper yg bgie feedback tue...
maybe akue mmg dtkdirkn untuk idoup sengsowang kowt...
tataw la..
i'm a freak
dats i know for sure

life...
*sigh*

you and me will always be between the lines...
xkan jdik paper...
xkan wat paper...
dats the deal yg akue da wat ngan diri akue...
we will never cross it
hahaha
so now akue leyh fokus kat dri akue jek.
selfish?
yes!
sometimes dlm life nih kiter mmg kne jdik selfish in order to succeed
sorry
to dat particular person...
but
just so you know
i'll never regret my decision...
never...

alicia keys-try sleeping with a broken heart

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, on me nobody ever shut it down like you
You want a crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you


Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's bound to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream
We'll just hold on to love

And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

man: enjoy.....